Post by austin on Dec 17, 2011 15:09:07 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: #EEEEEE, border: #59b1ba 5px solid; width: 400px; height: 500px;] hey there. the name's austin theodore kent! i go by superman or austin if you were wondering. also i'll have you know that i am twenty two & loving it. oh. you've heard that I'm straight? & that I'm from hollywood, california? well the rumors are true for once. well I gotta get going, school is calling. see ya'! bee tee dubs, i'm a student. history, let's start with i didn't have the happiest childhood in the world. it was kind of both happy and just every bad word that you could possibly thing of. i was born in hollywood, california, and i lived there practically my whole life until i moved when i was sixteen years old. anyway, my parents were in love when they met. they're your typical high school sweethearts that continued to get married. my mom was a cheerleader and my dad was on the football team. they were perfect, until their ninth or tenth year of marriage. let's start with when i was born, which was the fifteenth of october. my parents were ecstatic. the bragged about me, told their friends how beautiful of a baby i was and how handsome i would grow up to be, and boasted about what a smart baby i was. if i could have been, i would have been so embarrassed because of how much they loved me. my dad continued to be a football coach at the local high school and my mom worked in one of those high class bridal dress boutiques. it paid the bills with money still left over. we were well off when it came to finances, so my parent's marriage wasn't turned to shit over money issues. actually, it was my mom's fault- but still, though, we'll come to that. i have two brothers, marcus and tyler. they're both younger than me and are still in california, so i don't really relate to them anymore. i love them, though, and i've been more of a parent to them sometimes than my mom and dad have been. so, i lived in hollywood until i was sixteen, like i said. my brothers were born there as well. my mother is a really social person. she's a very beautiful person, as well, and most of my friends have classified her under being a milf. maybe that's why she cheated on my dad. i haven't mentioned that yet, have i? yeah. when i was fourteen, she began an affair with a man who had come into her work place for one reason or another. it lasted for a year before my mom's guilt finally got to her. upon breaking up with her lover, she also admitted to my dad that she was cheating on him. it began with a separation before my father decided he couldn't trust my mother anymore. i sided with my father in divorce and when he moved to connecticut, i came with him. it was tough leaving my brothers, and even my mom, behind in california, but i survived. personality, i'm a normal guy. i don't have any hidden secrets that i would die trying to keep. in fact, i don't like to keep secrets. if you have something that you need to confess, i am not the guy to come to. i'm the same way with promises. if promising something is going to hurt me or if i don't benefit from it, you can forget it. i'm also an open book. not just to really close friends, not just to significant others, and it's definitely not limited to my family. i'm a truthful person, and if someone asks me a question about myself, i'll answer it. i won't give you some bullshit or a lie to make myself look better than i am. i guess i learned from my mother that hiding something is worse than telling someone what it is that you're trying to keep hidden. in the end, it's not only going to hurt you, but it's going to hurt the people around you, who may even be worse off than you are with the results. some people consider me blunt because of how truthful i am. i try my best to consider other people's feelings, but most of the time, i do that in a way that isn't what people would think is considering how other people feel. i don't think about what will make them feel better, but i think about how they'll feel when they find out they were being lied to in a worse possible way than me coming out and telling them. it's better to find out sooner and get over it quicker than dragging out a lie after all. honestly, i don't think being blunt is a bad trait to have. it means you're not going to let someone push you around. it means you're brave and strong, both things that i'd love to be. so relationships. love and dating and all that shit. i don't believe in any of it. not because my parents but just because... i don't know. sex is real, because you can physically see that, but love? you can't. i don't know, call me a hater, but i just don't think love really exists. people may be blinded by the illusion that is love, but that's it. i mean, how could you ever know? 'scientific studies' and 'statistics' doesn't mean shit. lastly, under all of that, i can be a nice guy. i'm not exactly friendly, though. i'm that type of guy that likes to keep to his own if anything. i'm not good at socializing and i can't keep a conversation going for too long. i have a few close friends, some acquaintances, and really, that's all i need. appearance, being tall runs in my family, so i'm pretty tall. i'm above six feet but i could care less about the inches. i'm sort of lanky, but no so lanky that it's unattractive, unhealthy, or makes me look awkward. my dad isn't lanky, but one of my brothers are. i think it's because my mom is naturally a very thin person. she's completely healthy, but she's just... small. i have a taste in the clothing that i wear, but it's sort of difficult to explain. i've been told that i dress sort of indie-ish, but come on. i just don't think i could pull off the whole bro shorts and polo look. the roleplayer, hi i'm hannah and i can't play girls l o l no but really, i suck at playing girls so you'll only ever see me playing a male character :))) i love the maine and john oh hence austin's playby woohoo. i'm really shy when you first meet me so if i don't talk to, it's not because i don't like you, it's cuz i'm really awkward ok ccc: i'll warm up to you tho, don't worry ~~~ |
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