Post by glenn william avery on May 28, 2012 4:02:16 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i55.tinypic.com/f3rpcx.jpg); height: 500px; width: 400px; -webkit-border-radius: 4em; -moz-border-radius: 4em; border-radius: 4em;] DOCTOR GLENN WILLIAM AVERY I spent my whole life in this town just trying to get out I've always dreamt of leaving and I got sick of waiting so I packed my bags and I made my way to those big bright city lights I haven't been here for too long But it's just not good enough there's something better up there I know I have to find it So I'll run again leaving everything far behind, I hope this works out in the end I found myself looking on Ignoring what's around me without my friends surrounding So concerned With all that I could be Not hearing when they told me you gotta listen to your heart beat when there's nothing left to find Mile after mile I put my life into this right I'm getting further, but I'm still not satisfied cause every time I'm stopping, you have a story to tell but something I missed It makes it hard to leave again ---- ! overview Kind, helpful, headache prone, and sweet as they come, Glenn Avery is a thirty-one year old psychiatrist currently under the employ of Yale university. Yielding from New Haven, he grew up in a moderately wealthy family with a twin and a younger sister to run amuck with. He's been across the States a bit, with some of his college in California, and a criminal profiling job in Rhode Island. After breaking up with his boyfriend of a few years and leaving his former job for a far less stressful teaching position, he's back to his hometown. He's suffered heartbreak more times than he can count, has an irrational fear of airplanes, would throw himself under a bus for just about anyone, and is not quite sure if he's completely burned out or just turning over a new leaf. His name is Glenn. Do not call him Glennwood. personality Glenn was and is an inherently nice person. He exudes confidence, the air that he knows what he's doing, an air of natural leadership. He feels as though all of the problems of the world are his own, and he's more than happy to try and fix them. He's perpetually attempting to put things in the right order-- not in the sense that he is OCD, but he's simply much happpier when everyone else is, as well. In this mind, everything can be right in the world. And he will never stop trying. He goes above and beyond, and does not give up on people. He's not afraid to fail, but damn all if he's not going to do absolutely everything he can to keep from doing so He's idealistic and optimistic. He possesses a great understanding of people and the mind; he could be an expert manipulator, if that was his cup of tea. As it is, he uses his knowledge of psychiatry to help people. Everything is always for someone else. Some might call it selfless, and it is, but it also boarders on self destructive. He's gotten hurt, physically and mentally, doing things for other people, working himself to the point of exhaustion. And if sacrificing his own needs for the benefit of others needs to happen, he'll do it. At the root of it all, he lacks the confidence. Whatever impeccable impression of leadership skill and self-possesedness one may think he has, they're wrong. He is indecisive, just as under confident as the next person. He is not brave; he simply is excellent at hiding his fear. Glenn holds the delusion that when things don't work out, they're his fault. He is more than willing to take the blame for other people, to assuage their fears of having done something wrong. It's easier for him to take the responsibility for things than to push it onto someone else. Somewhere, inwardly, he's frustrated with the fact that people can be so naive, to think that any one person is completely free of problems. But it's mostly crushed out of site by his overwhelming preference for ignoring his own demons. Not that he would want people to see the disappointment. Or the grief, or what really lurks beneath the emotional surface of his pretty little mind. Because when people take your burdens, that's when you stop helping them. And damn all if he's ever going to do that. relations CALEB FARRIS friend, former roommate template by hay shay ! @ caution 2.0 LYRICS BY EDWARD MAYA & VIKA JIGULINA |