I JUST WANNA RUN [OPEN]

[ANGEL CHEYENNE MILLER]

that was it, angel had had it with her brother. he was constantly giving her shit for never having guys over or even kissing a guy. wouldn't most protective big brothers like that? nope, not angel's brother jake. he kept lecturing angel on how if she didn't find a guy, he would go out for her and find her one. angel wasn't that great with meeting guys because she usually just got all nervous and froze up anytime an attractive male started to speak to her. she usually avoided these situations by avoiding guys in general if she thought there would be any chance at all that she would get nervous around them. but the other thing was, she had never kissed a boy and at this point she was just embarrassed to say so because she didn't want to be considered a little kid to everyone. she was getting tired of being the 'little innocent girl' that everyone though of as their little sister. she wanted to break out, but she was afraid of changing.

after angel had moved in with two of her brothers liam and jake, they told her she would be allowed to have anyone over. liam would have kept a careful eye on her if she had brought a guy over and he wouldn't allow them to be alone in her room, but her brother jake had kept pressuring her to bring a guy home. she was confused by this at first because growing up he would always make sure she kept away from boys. well she eventually figured out that the only reason that jake wanted her to have a boy over was so he could try to intimidate him. see jake wasn't that big of a guy, and growing up he was always being picked on for his size and being called a wuss. he felt like if angel brought a guy home, that the guy would just act intimidated by him just to be able to get in angel's pants later on. or something along those lines. that or maybe he really did just want his little sister to stop being so innocent, this reason angel will never know.

after angel got into a huge fight with her brother, she ended up slamming the door to her room and putting on the sluttiest outfit she could find. she ended up in a short black dress that showed a lot of cleavage and a pair of black stilettos. the dress she had only ever worn once, but it was the one thing that reminded her that her sister didn't absolutely hate her. she had given it to angel for christmas last year because she felt bad for making her so depressed and made her go through everything she had to. angel then sat down at her desk in front of her mirror and applied a light shade of pink for eyeshadow, and then some eyeliner and mascara before she stood up and looked at her overall appearance. she chewed on her bottom lip before she decided on putting on a bright red shade of lipstick. she smiled at her reflection in the mirror before she grabbed her small purse and then headed out the door of her room. when she opened the door she was met by jake who just stared at her shocked. "oh hey jake. i'm going out, bye." she gave him a huge smile before she walked out the door. oh she would show him that was for sure.

living within walking distance of everything was perfect for angel. sure she had her license, but she didn't have her own car and she didn't really enjoy driving as much as her brother so she usually just let them drive her places when she needed to be somewhere. but for the most part she was capable of walking everywhere, like the nightclub for example. it was the perfect place to meet guys, or that's what her sister used to say to her friends all time. angel's sister was gorgeous and she could practically get any guy she wanted, whereas angel on the other hand could barley speak to a guy without getting all red in the face and chickening out. though that was all about to change. sure she was still innocent, but after tonight she hoped not to be. she planned to kiss the first attractive guy that came into view at that club. she was going to gain the confidence she needed to prove to her brothers she can get a guy and she isn't the little kid they make her out to be.

the eighteen year old walked into the club without a problem. sure she wouldn't be able to drink, but she didn't like the taste of alcohol anyways. she would settle on either a coke or a water. but that was the last thing on her mind at that point. all she wanted to do right then was focus on finding the perfect guy to kiss that wouldn't automatically reject her or become a creep and try to get in bed with her. angel chewed on her lip as she scanned the dance floor. there weren't many guys she saw that she would be comfortable walking up to because most of them were dancing with another girl or guy. so she just decided to walk over to the bar and take a seat on one of the stools asking the bartender for a water. she turned around while she waited and just continued to scan the dance floor. hopefully someone would make it easier on her and approach her first, then maybe she would have the courage to go threw with her plan.